Throughout all those years, you have remained the one who lingers in my thoughts. Despite the passage of time, my heart steadfastly continues to choose you.
When you asked me why I have been choosing you all these years, I struggled to find the right words in response. However, it later occurred to me that the true answer lies in the fact that you were the only person who treated me with kindness and respect. Not once did you cause me any harm. Your patience with me was unwavering, and your love for me was immeasurable. I held a special place in your heart, and I deeply regret the mistakes I made.
You did everything within your power to make our relationship thrive, while I, on the other hand, only managed to destroy it. You made numerous sacrifices for my sake, and yet I squandered them all.
I am unsure of when or how I will be able to forget you or cease loving you. As I have mentioned before and reiterate now, I have made the decision to let you go for the sake of your inner peace. I understand that this is also what you want me to do. You no longer want me to hold onto hope and wait for you. I have waited and hoped for over a decade, but what if I were to wait another ten years? Perhaps, one day, we may reunite and be together once more, though that remains uncertain. Nevertheless, one thing is unequivocal: I would still choose you.
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